Three more days, and we will have slowly but surely crept into November. October 2015 will be another memory, another month that passed. Every year, October is a break or make point for me, and this year around it was definitely a make!

I've stepped up in some things, stepped down in other things. I finally managed to lift a "curse" that I inflicted on myself for the past ten years, and I've created a routine which I can manage to keep going.

As always with October, yes, I do feel tired more often. I do feel sad more often. I do feel insecure more often. The difference is is that I've learned to work my way around it... Not even around it, I've learned to work with it. I managed to trace and learn where these feelings come from and how to fix them.

October 2015 was a special October for me. It's the first October where I was alone, but didn't feel alone at all. Even though I find myself reminiscing from time to time, the reasons for me to do so have changed. I'm not wishing back the times, or wishing I had done things differently. I'm merely reflecting and being grateful for the times that have passed.