Ninyn

This might be something that comes natural to plenty of us, but I've only learned to start doing it this year. Creating your own little moments. I noticed that often people would describe me as, or pick up on the fact that I was often stressed, rushing, always doing something. Never taking the time for myself, never taking the time to recharge. It's...

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Making the right choice doesn't always necessarily mean the most fun one, the most wealthy one or the worst one. They're there to teach you a lesson, to give you a new perspective, or to confirm that you've done things right since the start. When I decided to work full-time for a year before going to University, there were some that advised me...

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I'm sitting at the train station, reading my new book which I bought earlier this week. It discusses the combination of psychology and neurology, about depersonalisation, losing oneself or forgetting loved ones and surroundings entirely. A lady passes me by, she's got beautiful brown wavy hair, combining perfectly with her bright red coat. She gives me a smile and I return one. I...

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We were freezing, it was getting dark, and after driving around for quite some time we were getting ready to pitch our tents. It was kind of scary, since officially we were not allowed to camp in this area. "Let's just do it." The tents were up. The lights of the castle were still on. It was getting colder and colder, so I...

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I forgot how capable I am of being alone. I forgot how much I love solitude. I forgot how much I love simplicity. With a, *gasp*, steady four and a half months of no relationship, I'm slowly finding out what type of person I was before all of this. It's a weird experience when you pick up on traits in yourself that you...

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I’m shedding my tears through winter. By April I’ll be fine I’ll shed my fears through winter Five to go Melancholy is catching up to me Its grasp is clinging on to me Every little detail is carved into my skull Every single detail that's making me whole I don't regret I won't forget All of the pieces, stuck with glue All of...

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Hi! There's a LOT on my mind, but I'm going to try and keep it short. It's funny how you can create non-existent situations in your head, up to the point where you're so angry or stressed out when nothing has even happened or will happen. For the past couple of days, I've gotten stuck in my what I like to call "stupid...

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